I’m on Winter Break now, hanging out in Aurora with my folks. They flew in all the way from Switzerland to spend the holidays at home with us! Yaay! I am also getting a chance to see all of our family friends (well, Mom’s friends and their small babies/children) and see friends from U of I who live in the suburbs! Yaay again!
I have come to the conclusion that what I really want to do with my life is help people learn. I seem to be very good at explaining things, and understanding how people are thinking. This is why I am really enjoying the work I’m doing in instructional design, and if that doesn’t work out I could definitely see myself as a teacher down the road. The content doesn’t really matter so much to me–I have a lot of interests, including music, computers, math, science, triathlon, other sports, etc, that I could teach–but I really feel at my best when I’m teaching, explaining or designing instruction.
I have also figured out exactly why I am always hesitant to play music (especially impromptu performances) in public. Lana has been chiding me forever because I don’t play piano enough for her (or for other family members when there are family gatherings), and I think it’s because when I perform music, it’s such a personal, emotional, revealing experience for me. Performing music is (for me) like revealing myself to the audience totally and fully, like being onstage naked but more personal. To get over this, I find that I need a lot of time to prepare myself mentally, to make a mental plan for how things are going to go in my head.
So, the moral of that story is that I really just need to harden the F up and get over it, because I am an awesome super bad-ass piano player (at least Lana thinks so) and will be playing piano at every family function in the near and far future.
On another subject, training is going well right now. It’s the off-season, so that means more swimming, biking on my trainer, and running in the cold or on the treadmill. Due to ramping up my running mileage too quickly, I’m now battling Plantar Fasciitis in my left foot, so running mileage and pace is currently limited. However, I’ve gotten in some good weeks in all three sports and this week I intend to have a swim focus this week–gonna try and hit 15,000 meters of swimming in five workout days, inspired by the wonderful Xmas gift of a sweet new bathing suit and swim paddles.
My pace in all three is low (it’s the “prep” phase of my training), volume is low (12 hours last week was probably a bit too much, but only about 2 running hours), and lately the days have included lots of rest. I’m about 10-15lbs overweight (hitting the scales at 152-153 these days), but hopefully I will lose some weight when it gets warmer and I can cycle and run for real. My next race is most likely the Illinois half marathon in early April.